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Ice

Its heavy

Its angry

And there is no stopping it

It’s the hole where the other half of my heart never was

It’s the contrast of a cold night and sweat from a heated run

The rage coming out

That smiles couldn’t hold

The days burning furiously

That I couldn’t fold,

And tuck away like every other pain

My breaking point,

My shaking voice,

I know you feel me here

Breathing down your neck,

Your first audibly bitter peer

Running out of patience,

Clinging to my hatred

A different half of me,

I try not to let you see

But with doubt, and sin,

Tears will win

Because they shade me from the light in this bend

I know there has got to be one,

I’m searching for it still

But hiding under my tongue, is my knowledge of my lack of will

Warm sheets wrap up a cold empty body,

Speechless and soulless,

Pointless and lost.

The world sucked the life from her lips,

Leaving nothing behind but frost.

I always know what I want, it just happens to change every five minutes.

It hurts so bad that fighting has no purpose anymore, and giving up seems easier.

Hope has gone and lost was found.

Dear SOPA and PIPA, I have no boyfriend nor girlfriend.

The internet is all I have, Please don’t take it away from me.

Source: foreverstitchhh

My role in the family:

The pain
The blame
The punching-bag
The annoyance
The drama queen
The selfish
The pointless
The meaningless
The one everyone knows they would be better off with out

The middle child

This is why for the small incriminates in which I am in the house, I have locked myself in my room.

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